Is this better?

okay mom says that the last blog doesn't really count. so I'll try to do a bit more. we have been doing a lot of fishing lately. Kayla and Joe both caught their first fishes and so now they are hooked. we don't keep any of them and they are really too little and they are pike which i think are gross looking so they must be gross to eat too right. anyway we have seen a beaver in the river the last two nights that we have gone fishing. it swims right in the area that we are in. the dog really wants to play with it but it goes under the water before he can get close to it. it is the long weekend up here this weekend. so we are going to have a bunch of people around it should be fun. phill and i went to our first parents meeting for football tonight. we are going to get both of the boys playing next year so we figured maybe we should find out about it. i got myself on the fundraising committee which should be fun. and i decided that i need to get more involved in more organizations or something because nobody knows me they know me as phill's wife. it is time to make myself known. there is a ton of stuff going on up here but i think that most of it is depressing so i guess that that is why i don't blog to often right now but maybe i should than i can get some of it off of my mind a little bit. we are still jobless at the moment and we are living off of some savings that we have but i don't know how much longer it is going to hold out. hopefully we will get one soon. in the meantime i just get a husband who is becoming more and more depressed and doesn't want to leave the house will how in the world can you get a job if you are always home and not out looking. i understand the depression but it isn't going to help anything so snap out of it. i can say this here he never reads and then i can go back to being the good supportive wife that i am. this has become quite the ramble guess that I'll stop for now maybe I'll do more tomorrow. took some great pics the other day I'll try to post some of those tomorrow too. love you all.